The Reptile Council: Part 2

Guardian/Parents/Betterthans

I SHOULD create because I have a gift. Whatever I do is meant to be. I am full of divine love. I really can’t do anything that is ultimately wrong in my artwork or life because I am loved and accepted.

I like this one because I seem to be some kind of special Star that will not be affected by uncomfortable events or emotions. Anyone who doesn’t like what I do is the one who’s wrong. Not me. Mostly I would rather be right than Queen.I SHOULD create on a regular schedule, treating my artwork as though it were a paying job. If I simply buckled down, I could do more and better work.

This one appeals to me because no amount of self castigation or self shaming can make my disabilities go away.  I would really like to have my disabilities go away. There’s also a not too subtle dig in there finances and artwork.